I had attempted to go to the adult sex toy shop several times dressed like a sissy for public humiliation. Having missed out a few times, I knew it was finally going to happen again.
Mistress, Goddess Jennifer from ShowYourTinyDick.com and FemSissy.com, had taken control and ownership of me as her sissy slave. She is training and conditioning me to accept the real me, the sissy slut.
Since I was so weak and spiraling, I begged for public humiliation and mean girl treatment, so I got it. I had just gone shopping at Forever 21 in boy mode and found some cute items to buy. I also came across an adorable pink dress but they did not have my size which made me sad.
Sissy Marky needed that dress
Being the resourceful sissy, I looked online and found that I could order my size and have it delivered. I was eager to share this with mistress who then made sure I placed the order. It was decided that I would wear that cute pink dress to the porn store as part of my public humiliation task.
The dress came and was even more cute and adorable than in the store. I was eager to try it on and even got my clitty twitching at how girly I felt and acted. I was super giddy and could feel the fabric on my skin which made me feel even more effeminate. I eagerly told mistress it had arrived and then set the day which I would complete my trip.
Prepping for the big day
On the day of, I primped and did my makeup with powdered foundation and tone, pink blush, eyeliner and pink lipstick. I was not allowed to wear a wig. I slid on nude pantyhose, cute white bikini panties with heart shaped polka dots in pink with pink bows on the front and on the back, that made little peek-a-boo holes to see my sissy ass.
Then I put on white, eyelet cotton ruffled lace ankle socks and slipped my sissy feet into black, banded ankle strap flat sandals and pulled on my new pink Forever 21 ruffled, tiered mini dress with shoulder straps that needed to be tied into cute bows. Then I added a pink satin ribbon bow headband and was ready.
On my way to the shop
I was twitching as I knew I had no way out and the last time I went to the porn store in sissy girl clothes, I at least had a wig and leggings on. That time, there were two women working in the store. I was much more vulnerable and weak this time with no wig and I looked like a total sissy fairy twink. Mistress made sure I was edged and obedient and then sent me on my way.
I drove to the porn store, mind fucked and racing with sissy thoughts. I was eager to get this done and over with and feel the shame of having women see me dressed this way. I wasn’t even trying to be a woman, the outfit was screaming, “I am a total sissy fairy and I want everyone to know.”
Public humiliation plot twist
I pulled in the parking lot, took a deep breath and exited the car. I was instantly ashamed and totally emasculated. I felt the air under my dress against my pantyhose and the total vulnerability and exposure with no wig on.
I reached the door and entered only to find two males working that night. Imagine the absolute humiliation and total shame of being seen in a pink ruffled dress, ruffled ankle socks, sandals and a pink bow headband and pink lipstick. I was burning with total and utter shame.
The realization struck that I really was a sissy and will always be one. I took several pics and quickly exited feeling a rush yet absolutely humiliation.
Sissy will be going back again
Mistress has reassured me I will be going back after I told her there was no way I could show my face there again. Mistress laughed and reminded me I am her slave and will do as she says.
Sissy Marky
