Sissy Marky aka Maddie back tell every about one my most recent sissy tasks. I completed a public humiliation assignment that involved me going to the mall and the porn store while dressed like a sissy.
How it started
I wore the outfit mistress picked out for me. She was deciding what I should wear and asked if I had any clothes she hadn’t seen yet. I told her that I had a white tiered mini skirt and a blue tank style top.
Mistress immediately replied that I would be wearing that and I would look like a lil’ sailor sissy. She originally wanted me to wear pink sandals with an outfit but then decided to change it up and to make me wear my flat white ankle strap sandals.
As we were talking I was so weak and commented about how I needed to be out dressed in public in my cute little denim short shorts, peach eyelet top and sandals. She agreed which only made me want to get girlier and spiral deeper down the sissification rabbit hole.
Slipping deeper down the rabbit hole
I am so owned and controlled and I mentioned that I would promise to go to the mall dressed girly today not thinking she would take me up on it. She replied that it was decided and done. I would be going to the mall dressed like a sissy Twink.
I thought she would want me in a little short shorts but she decided that I needed to look like the little sissy sailor femboy and would go in the white skirt and blue top outfit with white sandals and of course panties and bra underneath. For added humiliation I was not allowed to wear a wig.
I was twitching and spiraling when she told me that I would be taking a pic and a video and be inside the mall long enough to do that. It had been a long fantasy of mine to be forced to go into the mall and make a purchase and I foolishly mentioned that to mistress when I thanked her for not making me buy something.
No way out for Sissy Maddie (Mark)
Of course she was more than willing to make me regret playing a stupid game with her. She decided that I would make a purchase plus the video and a picture and then make a trip to the porn store. It was eventually decided that my final task would include taking a pic, a video, making a purchase at forever 21 and ordering a drink in the food court.
Mistress insured that there would be a severe punishment of exposure if I did not complete the task. I was told to sleep in panties and a dress so that I would wake up completely mind-fucked and ready to start my task.
Waking up to my sissy reality
I literally whimpered when I woke up still in a dress and panties and looking down at the clean pair of panties, bra, skirt, blue top and cute sandals neatly folded and laid next to the bed.
I instantly felt the burning humiliation and the complete helplessness of being owned. I knew what my task was and I knew what the punishment was for not completing. Either way I would be facing total humiliation.
So I pulled on my panties and strapped on my bra. I slipped on my skirt and pulled it up over my panties. I loved the feeling of my bare legs and my little clitty started getting excited. Next I pulled on my blue top and slipped on an anklet, necklace and matching blue scrunchie.
I twitched and trembled as I slipped on my cute little white, flat ankle strap sandals with the little cross straps above my toes. They are super cute and make me feel completely weak and vulnerable. The thin straps and the thin panties and the short skirt that sat just below mid thigh made me feel completely girlie. I loved the feeling of having no masculinity.
The sissy trip begins
I sashayed my way to the car with my pink purse. I pulled out of the driveway and began to drive to the mall. The feeling of the hot sun on my bare legs was fun and thrilling. I could barely think as I pulled into the mall parking lot.
I sat there scared and ready to cry from the thought of people seeing me looking like a total Twink Sissy Bitch but I mustered the energy to open the door and exit in the car. Of course, just as I leave the car a couple walked by and I heard some giggling. I knew I was totally red faced when I went to open the door to the mall.
Sissy hits up Forever 21
People were rushing around and I knew there had to of been eyes on me at some point. I was completely aware of how emasculated I looked with no wig on in the skirt and sandals. I quickly walked into forever 21 and started to browse for my purchase. I took a quick picture and a video.
There were so many women and I saw a few smirks and heard a few giggles. No one said anything directly to me but I knew that I was at least noticed by several people.
I found a totally cute red and white print dress with cute little peasant short sleeves and cut out on the bodice. It had a little flounced hem along the last 2 inches. It totally looks like a country girl dress. My girly urges were screaming inside about how cute it was. Luckily I found one in my size and also a white lace cross strapped bralette that would look totally adorable underneath and be visible in the cut out on the bodice.
I selected both and of course had to wait in line with four other people. There was nowhere to hide. Again no one said anything directly but I could feel eyes looking and I was completely humiliated. I grabbed a cute white headband while I was in line and then made my way to the purchase counter. The young sales girl smiled politely commented on the dress and I finished my check out.
Mad dash to the food court
I couldn’t get away fast enough, however the worst is yet to come, as I made my way back out into the mall and out to the food court. I once again stood in line with several people and again no one commented directly but I heard several women giggling and a few even pointed.
I’m pretty sure someone took a picture to send to their friends to laugh at. I selected my drink and made my purchase and left.
The sissy assignment continues
There are no words for the humiliation and also the thrill of being a little girly girl in public. I mean a little girly Twink sissy in public? It’s what I deserve. I exited the mall and made my way to the porn store.
On the drive over to the porn store, I couldn’t help but look at the yellow Forever 21 bag and felt so excited to get home to put on my new outfit. I was already thinking about how cute it would look with the same white sandals I was wearing but also my fave black bandit ankle strap sandals.
I was imagining how cute I would look with my make up done and my blonde wig. Then I also thought about how fun it would be to wear that dress and my wig and sandals and go to the park. Of course all of that was rushing through my head as I pulled into the parking lot of the porn store. Sadly the porn store had some activity that was not conducive or safe at the time (I have been there before though).
So I will be making a trek back to the porn store to buy a larger size queen dildo. I will also be admitting to the workers that I am a sissy and that I am being trained to be a good sissy cock slut. It sounds so scary and humiliating yet I can’t wait!
Damn I keep seeing you everywhere!