The sissy conditioning and training are clearly working. I want to be a sissy so bad. I want to be wearing cute girly outfits whenever I can. I wanted to be totally emasculated by women and wanted them laughing at me and teasing me and making fun of me. And now it’s happening.
Well I know they were just joking, but more than a few women have commented on me being part of girl talk. I don’t think they know anything about my sissy side but I’m sure that I blush every time.
I’m falling deeper and deeper and things that I used to have a hard stop with are slowly becoming blurred. Things like actually sucking another dick and going out in public dressed as my true little sissy girl self and wanting more humiliation and watching sissy hypnosis videos that are making me start to second-guess my orientation.
I already accepted I’m a fag but I never really wanted to have my boy pussy fucked by a man. Now as I edge staring at a picture of three beautiful women in black bras and panties and strap healed sandals, I realize that I don’t have any say.
Feminization and sissification are my future. I am truly becoming Sissy Marky aka Madison.
Thank you for putting this up mistress. I am forever grateful for you documenting my confession and journal entries.