I admit that I have long held a sissy fantasy of being forced to suck cock. It was coupled with being forced or made to be completely dressed like a sissy or a pretty girl and have a man put me on my knees.
I wanted to feel the total emasculation of taking a cock in my mouth while dressed like a girly girl. Even doing this with another sissy would completely break me of my manhood and permanently erase my identity as a straight crossdresser.
There was a certain thrill of having a strong dominant woman force me to suck dick and get me to renounce my masculinity completely. I’m talking about forced feminization to the max was my fantasy.
Sissy deep throat blowjob training
Now through my current sissy training with my mistress and my previous experience sucking a cock, I am becoming more accepting of my identity as a gay sissy dick sucker. I will forever be a cocksucker as my femdom owner has pointed out and reminded me of constantly.
I find myself thinking about cock regularly nowadays. I have learned to deep throat my smaller dildo and I am currently becoming more used to having my big pink size queen dildo fuck my throat. I am able to take it further and further down my mouth and throat. I eagerly kiss and lick it too like a feminine girly beta bitch.
From blowjob to bussy training
I have penetrated my boy pussy (bussy) with my dildo and have even started to learn how to make sissy squirts doing it. The only porn that I look at now if I stroke my little sissy clitty is of cocks and the thought of sucking them.
If I’m not doing that, I’m listening to sissy hypnosis, which including feminization reprogramming and acceptance of my place as a sissy including up to longer time in chastity, getting pedicured, looking for cock and for acceptance in my mind, body and heart that I will forever be a sissy from now on.
